Gutters Full of Rain...

Life Just Happened....

Well I just got some bad news.....I won't tell you exactly what it is but it has to do with a mistake that I made some six months ago. I feel like I will be dealing with mistakes from my past for the rest of my life. That blows.

I just graduated and I don't really have any close friends at home anymore....at least it feels that way. So I really don't have anyone to talk to about it. Oh well....it could be much much worse than it is so I guess I have that to be thankful for. Life will just be different for a while that's all. Things will get better and that's all that really matters I guess.

I got a part-time job which has the potential to move into a full time job so that's good too. I start on Monday. There aren't any benefits and I only get to work 20 hours a week but I guess it's better than nothing. We'll see how things work out.

I guess I'm at an okay place with myself right now. My parents and I started weight watchers yesterday and it's probably the easiest diet I've ever been on....so far anyways. I'm going to join a gym and start doing aerobics three times a week if I can. I want to get in shape....I want to be really happy with my body so that's what I'm working towards right now. I'm also working on updating my portfolio with projects that I'm proud of. I have one free lance job going right now and I might have another one soon. This is fantastic because I know I'll have time to do it because I have a part-time job.

Getting together with David on Friday for lunch and shopping. Hopefully this weekend I can get together with Angie maybe at the Big Bang downtown. We'll see.....

When it rains it pours....and I'm praying for sunshine.

posted by Linz @ 12:48 PM