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Hmmmm......This is me being tired of school.I'm ready to graduate, I'm ready to move on and get a real job and meet new people. I'm getting stir crazy and tired of being stuck in a small town. While I'm having a fabulous time with my friends I'm ready for more.
These last four weeks of my college career are going to be amazing. I've finally been able to get back into the swing of things and be happy just being single. In fact I don't think I even want a relationship right now....things are just so much less complicated without one. There is no drama and I'm not disappointed (relationships in the past have turned out more or less disappointing in the end). I guess I've just been let down a lot and I'm not ready to be let down again yet. I know it will happen...it's the inevitable.
Why do people let other people down so much. There have been so many people in my life who have cancelled plans with me, decided not to go at the last minute, decided to do something else instead, flat out reject me, or lead me on and then decide to let me know they aren't interested. I know that this has happened to everyone and I'm just wondering WTF??? I try so hard not to cancel plans with people because it sucks so bad. Oh well....it's been going on for so long and I don't see it slowing down anytime soon.
If there is one thing that I have learned in the past year or so it has been to expect nothing and I won't be disappointed!
More later....


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