2005 vs. 2006
So....it really hurts when a friend tells you that they don't want to hang out with you. Yes, that's right someone that I consider a close friend said that to me today (and if you are reading this OUCH that really hurt). Don't get me wrong this wasn't just a "I don't want to hang out today"....this was more like a "I don't want to hang out with you as much as you want to hang out with me." So basically it felt like a "I'm sick and tired of hanging out with your sorry ass now leave me the F*$K alone."So that is exactly what I will do. If you are reading this please feel free to call me because I still like to hang out with you and if you are ever bored and I cross your mind just give me a ring. I had a really great time hanging out with you (I thought we were having fun) And I'm sorry for annoying you I didn't mean it.
Why are people so mean sometimes? I just don't understand -- I have had more hurtful things said and done to me in the past school year that I can't even believe it. And I know that shit happens but all at once give me a break. It's like everytime I turn around something else is going wrong. If I was doing something to deserve it that would be one thing but I really don't believe that I have done anything to anyone that deserves this kind of treatment.
Maybe I really am ready to graduate....it'll give me the chance to move on and start over again. Maryville sucks so bad right now, just when I thought I was getting back on my feet everything starts to spiral downward again. What the hell is going on, I'm confused. I thought that 2006 was going to be a million times better than 2005 but it isn't off to a very good start.
I guess I just feel really alone right now.
posted by Linz @ 9:28 PM
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