Epiphany
I actually had this epiphany a couple of weeks ago....I just now felt the need to get it out there....Well I've finally had it.....I've had an epiphany concerning something that happened to me about four months ago. While at the time I thought it was the end of my life and that I would never be happy again I now realize that it was quite possibly the best thing that ever happened to me. Because this thing happened to me I have been able to realize how strong I really am. How I can survive almost anything and come out the other end stronger than I was before.
This thing I speak of is really no ones business and therefore it will remain unnamed....however I will tell you that it was no ones fault. Things like this happen. I just want to say that I hope that all involved are now out of the other end also and that they are all happy. I could hope nothing more than for these people to be as happy as I have learned to be.
I say that I have learned to be happy because while it is a process I have finally learned to make myself happy and not to depend on others to do it for me. I have realized that I am a wonderful person and that I might possibly even be beautiful. I'll admit I still have days when I look in the mirror and I question what I see but those days are few and far between now. I'm happy with myself and I can honestly say that I think I handled the events four months ago with grace. I honestly hope that all the people involved are happy and I could only wish them happiness for the rest of their days.
I'm sorry that this post is pretty confusing but I just had to get that out. Thanks.

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