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Valentine's Day....what is with this holiday???

So I don't think I did that great on my test. It sucked and I had to guess a lot. I feel pretty bad about this because I'm not usually like that with school. But I talked to other people in the class afterward and they said that they felt the same way. I guess if there is a bright side...that would be it.

So I'm still kind of sad today. I don't really know why. I guess I've realized a few things in the past week that have been eye opening and hard to handle. But I'm dealing I guess. Maybe stupid valentine's day has something to do with it too. It really doesn't scare me this year but it does of course make me very aware that I am single.

Valentine's Day sucks in so many different ways. For one it is the stupidest holiday I've ever heard of. Is it supposed to serve as a reminder to tell someone you love that you care about them?? Because that is stupid...if I had someone to love I would tell them everyday that I cared and how much they meant to me. Maybe that is because I know what it is like to lose someone you love and how much it hurts. Who knows.
Another way in which Valentine's Day sucks is that it shoves in your face what you already know. YOU ARE SINGLE. I know that I'm single...I know that no one outside of my family loves me I don't really need to be reminded of that, thank you. Oh, and if you are single....avoid Wal-mart or any other store like Wal-mart because trust me...it looks like Cupid threw up in there. It really isn't the most uplifting feeling in the world.
And a third and final way that Valentine's Day sucks is because if you are with someone and you are a guy...you are pretty much forced into purchasing something that is way to expensive. That is stupid too. If I had a boyfriend I wouldn't expect him to buy me shit for Valentine's Day. If I had a boyfriend it would mean a ton more to me if he just told me that he loved me everyday. So I feel bad for guys too when it comes to Valentine's Day because what if they don't have the money to buy something....then what???

So the moral of this post is....Valentine's Day sucks for everyone (except the girl who has a boyfriend because she is the one receiving the expensive gift).

That's all for now....good night blogspoters....I hope you are all content and happy.

posted by Linz @ 4:02 PM